vistonie-dravnos

The truth is I've never actually loved another I've lied and said I have to mean it feels unsettling and unnerving but I know everything there is to know about love how it gives you butterflies how vulnerable you are and how it's crushing when you feel your heart breaking how I've seen the actual moment of it breaking happen in slow motion but the flip side to another side how it's conquering how it's unwavering, in the mountains of evidence against it even in the depths of my despair It's the rope the anchor, the lifeline to pull me out of it I don't even like when I say it to my family I don't love them, sometimes I feel I need to res